I surrender
  
  My fingers reach out trembling
  I try so desperately to touch you
  As the blood seeps from your eyes
  Spilling on to these cold hands
  
  The crimson stains far beyond my human embodiment
  Outside unscathed
  Inside torn completely
  More baggage I must carry the weight
  Pummeling
  
  I stab myself with questions over and over
  Command me I surrender
  I am yours
  
  I no longer sleep
  Kept awake for my selfish crimes
  Living out this life sentence
  Forced to view each and every frame of the picture
  Eternally looped
  Constantly rewound and played
  Eternally looped
  
  Cradled by the guilt
  I lay twitching, convulsing
  Still she watches enchanted by it
  She drools at the pain she inflicts
  
  You fade from my grasp
  But I am still drawn forward
  The flames flicker
  I swallow to keep them down
  It singes my tongue and blisters my throat
  It tares at me
  I give up
  I surrender
  Let someone else go through this Hell
  I quit