I'm shaping shy shame into words,
  I'm tongue tied, left mouth dried and absurd,
  I know I can't drink it away
  
  You couldn't have been anyone,
  If I could choose from anyone...,
  I'm painting lime in shades of gray
  
  If I believed then I would pray that things would always stay the same,
  I know we're changing every day,
  I'm still afraid of dying alone,
  Is it absurd? I just don't know,
  My luck says I'll end up that way