I, I am confused, fighting myself
  Wanting to give in, needing your help
  Skin cold with fear, feel it when we touch
  Outside I don't know you, but inside I'm fine
    Can you see it in me?
  Skin cold from touch
  Each day confronted with what I have done
  You pull me closer, I push you away
  You tell me it's okay, I can't help but fell the pain
    I hate you!
  Why are you taken?
  I love you!
  I feel so helpless
  Why is it you?
  ripping my insides each time I'm with you
  why do I try?
  why do I really need to?
  Why!!
  Fuck you, bitch!
  need to. . . fuck. . .
  slut