Everything you say to me is a lie you've lost control
  All you say is just a mask for what you feel down deep inside
  And I don't care about getting your respect not in your eyes
  It's just an illusion a faded dream of what we had and so much more
  So if you wanted to ask and I think you should know
  I've given up on the past Now I know that I need more this time
  Everytime I try to make you understand you look away
  And now I know you are never going to change you've lost control
  I wanna know how you lost your self-respect you are so blind
  It's not an illusion and I can't understand why you don't want more