As of now I'm down straight up
  and I can turn to the box for some peace
  or a box for a piece
  or a box for a smoke
  but they're all gonna choke me
    you're so crazy
  enough in a way that I'll probably say you destroyed me
    for awhile I was cleaner than now
  then I started to destroy myself
  with things that i love now the things that i hate
  until it finally broke me
    fuck my ass
    choke me