What the hell is wrong with me. i try to see what im not able to see. i try to be what im not supposed to be. i?ve tried everythin? but nothing works for me. i guess id better stick to my tv. its the only thing that makes me feel free. i can change the channels whenever that i please. ive got a cable to fulfill my precious needs. im a failure to this world and im week. im a geek, a tv freak. The way i find the pleasure that i seek is when i watch tv and when im a sleep. one program more while this whole worlds gets sour and i get to watch it on a screen im a geek, geek.