I don't think I am what I was before
  I never watched anyone die before
  I wish I'd never left home
  I wish I'd left it alone
  Temptation is a disease
  You can never do as you please
  Your body takes over and your mind don't care
  Never think twice what might happen out there
  Go straight in for the ultimate sin
  And nobody else ever seems to care
  So I took what I thought was mine
  And waited for a very long time
  And I thought I knew what happened to you
  Cos you told me exactly what to do
  So I did it right and stayed up all night
  Felt like killing myself for you
  I don't think like I did before
  I never watched anyone die before
  I felt like I died as well
  The look the words the smell
  The way you looked at me
  As if I'd never be free
  I remember the words like a favorite song
  Cos I forget the way things went wrong
  Faked a picture of perfect health
  Then I realised I was killing myself
  I don't think I am what I was before
  I never watched anyone die before
  I dream in slow motion and I wake up screaming