I think I hope I die before my friends do
  Because the alternative makes my stomach hurt sometimes
  When I say "friends" I mean family I like too
  The second tear friends I could horribly get through
    Now my life has shame (on me now)
  This is not nostalgia, this is not the past
  And if it's gonna end external like a stupid car crash
  Regardless of my body, regardless of my weight
  Wouldn't it be nice if I could say
  "I won't change and you won't change, if we could both agree to stay the same
  Well then for once in this life I would not complain, if we could both agree to stay the same"
    Let me tell you about this crazy list
  The best relative order of the people I know's deaths
  According to partners, handlings, etcetera, etcetera, etcetera, yeah
  So let's be safe because it's on me
  I have spacesuits for you and a spacesuit for me
  Spacesuits for everyone, spacesuits for everyone
  Spacesuits for everyone, spacesuits for everyone
    This is not nostalgia, this is not the past
  And if it's gonna end external like a stupid car crash
  Regardless of my body, regardless of my weight
  Wouldn't it be stupid if I were to say
  "I won't change and you won't change, and we could both agree to stay the same
  Well then for once in this life I would not complain, if we could both agree to stay the same"
    I hope I die before my friends do