Life is weighing down on me, killing me inside
  Something I could never be will guide me to the new
  Light
  Frustrated
  Sedated
  I pray to myself
    God please
  Don't take away from me
    The only fucking thing
  That I learned to believe
  I am becoming the monster
  You promised to keep him away
  Now I feel like he's living in me!!!
    Anyway, I could never ever be
  What you think is right for me
  Are things that I will not believe
  I want to start a new life
  Get myself a sharp knife
  Look into my own life
  Kill things I don't like in me
    But sometimes I feel OK
  And think I'm unique
  You always try to critique
  I turn my back on it anyway
  Sucker! Punk-ass motherfucker!
  I am loco!
  Te falta un poco!
  To get your ass in a choke-hold!
    Just kill me - I can't breathe
  I am guiding myself right to the end
  I can't learn - come to terms
  With the sickness that makes me crash and burn
    I'm crying, I feel like I am dying but I'm trying
  I beg to myself put my pride up on the shelf
  Life is not forever
  But if life will stay together
  I would have a friend in my depression, have an end
    But I've been thinking
  And thinking always gets me into trouble
  But since I have a double personality
  I wasn't me you see
  Now I'm a refugee
  And everything inside of me is just a part of my
  Disease!!!
    Just kill me - I can't breathe
  I am guiding myself right to the end
  I can't learn - come to terms
  With the sickness that makes me crash and burn